Can't say that I've learned anything new tonight. But I did manage to put the recent things I've learned to the test during the exercises we did. And that wasn't so bad. The class is really easy and I feel like I can most likely take on the exams now and probably pass. But all is well and I'm doing my best to enjoy the course because I'll be done with this fairly soon.
Funny thing happened today in Downtown Montreal. I was at the Starbucks near the Fossil store and I have just ordered a Green Tea Latte. I figured I won't see her today, but maybe I can still sort of pretend she was there by ordering the same thing we drink when we go for coffee.
Anyway, as I was covering my cup, the icing thing that the barista added started oozing out of the opening on the cover. I made a tiny bit of a mess on top of my lid. So I tried my best to clean it up and tidy it up a bit with the tissues they had. All of a sudden, this lady started talking to me in a language I couldn't understand. But I kinda figured it was Chinese Mandarin. At least it sounded that way to me. Not really 100% sure though. I knew exactly what to do. It wasn't the first time I have been mistaken for Chinese. All I did was smile and pretended to understand what she has just said. She seemed nice and was smiling when she talked to me. So I smiled back at her and just didn't say anything. I figured it was cool to be Chinese for a few seconds. So I might as well enjoy it. Haha.
Soulja and I had a tiny bit of talk earlier today too. We sort of discussed a little bit about girls and what my plans are regarding my next move with this really nice girl I've been trying to get to know better. I told him that she definitely doesn't hate me. That's the only thing I'm sure of in addition to the fact that I am a stranger to her. I know she started school already and I realized that she's very studious and decided to be a hermit whenever a semester started. To the point where she even closes her Facebook account. I have no issues with it and I can respect that wholeheartedly. It bums me out that I most likely won't get to go out with her for the next few months. But in the end, I know the right thing to do is just let her be and don't get in the way of her studies. And so I've decided to just text her from time to time and maybe try and see her a bit on Saturdays. Soulja said there's always time. And if she likes me or feels like there's something there, she'd make time. And I completely agree. Even if it's 15 minutes every week, I won't complain. But it's entirely up to her. She's not really one to text me first though. So I'll try my luck this Friday and see if I can see her for a bit on Saturday. I can only hope that she'd be okay with that.
I also told him about Saturday. But I'm not really feeling very happy about it so I won't even bother writing about it here. Things just didn't turn out the way I have seen it in my head during those nerve wrecking days prior to the movie. But I accept it and understand. I hope her friend's doing better.
(The Jar of NinjAwesomeness)
After a few weeks, I've finally gotten around to buying a jar for my entries. So far, I have 5 of them in it. And I look forward to the next 11 more months of this year. The year has been very good to me so far and we're just getting started. I hope that it gets even better, if not, at least remain as amazing as it has already been for me. However, I'm no stranger to loss and disappointment. If it comes that things don't go as nicely as I have hoped for it to be, I can accept it and just do my best to make things better. Life's short. I can't afford to waste any more of my time moping around and being sad. From now on, whenever I get sad, I'll stop being sad and be awesome instead. Hehe.
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