My day was actually good. I mean, I haven't really had a bad day in a long while now. Which is something I totally don't mind at all. I sure hope the streak continues. I mean, I've been having a lot of good days, some okay ones and from time to time, great days. It's a bit difficult for me to believe I've been sad before. But that's just life I suppose. You win some and you lose some. Of course you do your best to always win, but you can't expect the day to be always bright. You'll have cold and rainy days.
Work was good. Wasn't very busy but I did my best to be as useful as I can. I'm actually liking this employment and I hope I get to stay after my probation period. The people have been very kind and helpful. And I like the area. Close to where I live and I won't have to wake up so early in the morning. It would've been nicer if I worked more. But I can't really complain. This is way better than nothing and really way better compared to where I was before. I wanna use this as a permanent stepping stone for now while I work on getting a better and more financially viable career. This I promise to myself.
She said she saw me at McGill today and that I looked like a lost puppy. Meaning it was when I was looking back and forth between wagons to figure out which one I wanted to ride. It was that hectic time of the day. Well, I'm a bit stumped on some things. In a way, I am a bit lost. But not lost beyond retrieval. Just lost in a sense that I'm not sure where to go yet but I have a clear idea of my options. So, just a little bit lost.
I kinda wished I saw her too. I haven't seen her in a while and I'm not really sure when I'll see her again. Even if it was just for a little bit, it would've been really nice. I guess it was just not meant to happen.
If she only knew where I was before she saw me...
I spent a good amount of time preparing the project. I've decided to postpone the final procedures to get it ready for her. I figured that I don't really know if I'll see her this week or the next week. So I might as well take more time in working on this gift. I have made separate text logs documenting my progress and thoughts while working on this project. I intend to include it along with this present when the time comes that I hand it to her. Whenever that may be. If things get brighter for me, I may be packing this thing soon. If not, then it's just... well... too bad.
Short entry again tonight. I'm a bit tired.
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